(Thursday, January 25, 2007-)
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I watched the proverbial sunrisecoming up over the Pacific andyou might think I'm losing my mind, but I will shy away from the specifics...'cause I don't want you to know where I am'cause then you'll see my heart in the saddest state it's ever been. This is no place to try and live my life. Stop right there. That's exactly where I lost it. See that line. Well I never should have crossed it. Stop right there. Well I never should have said that it's the very moment that I wish that I could take back. I'm sorry for the person I became. I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change. I'm ready to try and never become that way again'cause who I am hates who I've been. Who I am hates who I've been. I talk to absolutely no one. Couldn't keep to myself enough. And the things bottled inside have finally begun to create so much pressure that I’ll soon blow up. I heard the reverberating footstepssinking up to the beating of my heart,and I was positive that unless I got myself together, I would watch me fall apart. And I can’t let that happen again‘cause then you’ll see my heartin the saddest state it’s ever been. This is no place to try and live my life. Who I am hates who I've beenand who I am won’t take the second chance you gave me. Who I am hates who I’ve been‘cause who I’ve been only ever made me...So sorry for the person I became.So sorry that it took so long for me to change.I’m ready to try and never become that way again‘cause who I am hates who I’ve been... *
;;; i'm still waiting for my time to come.
6:20 PM
(Thursday, January 11, 2007-)
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it's 10th n hidde on a wednesdae feelin lyk we're gold n we're nthn short of invincible.. it starts again.. can eu feel it? it takes ur breath away.. stop saein tt we're invincible.. it's round n round.. ur uninvitin, unrewardin n im misiformin u, we all wan to b sumebodi rite nw we're jus lookin for e exit.. dis is e way i wld hav done things.. up against e wall, u've gt mi up against ur wall..it's eu n mi on a thursdae e lies tt we told,dis is where we both go numb nw.. eu broke my heart again dis tym, ur fadin nw.. eu crossed e line.. mi, saddened & hurt.. nvm, who care's aniwayz.. >.<
;;; i'm still waiting for my time to come.
4:38 PM
(Wednesday, January 10, 2007-)
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i nvr dreamt it'd b dis way..ive lost ani chance for mi to sae..to sae tt i miss eu, sae tt i love eu..will sumeone pls tell mi im okay..i wasnt prepared for wad's to cum..a life made of memories gone so young..n nw im regrettin all ive done..but in ur heart noe tt im wif ue all along..wherever eu go, i will b waitin..whenever eu call, i will b dere..whatever it takes, i'll make ur darkest daes so bright..im in ur heart tonite..i nvr tot tt dis cld go..n take mi away from all i noe n leave mi to tink im on my own..but ur love will take mi, eu were e one......who sat thru nites..eu held mi tight..n made sure im okay..n i thank eu for e love eu gave to mi..wherever eu go, i will b waitin..whenever eu call, i will b dere..whatever it takes, i'll make ur darkest daes so bright..im in ur heart tonite...tonite...wherever eu go, i will b waitin..whenever eu call, i will b dere..whatever it takes, i'll make ur darkest daes so bright..wherever eu go, i will b waitin..whenever eu call, i will b dere..whatever it takes, i'll make ur darkest daes so bright...n if i shld fall, i noe ur waitin..n if i shld call, i noe ur dere..if eva eu cry jus noe im in ur heart tonite...im in ur heart tonite.. =D
;;; i'm still waiting for my time to come.
5:12 PM
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