(Thursday, January 25, 2007-)
+6:20 PM]*
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I watched the proverbial sunrisecoming up over the Pacific andyou might think I'm losing my mind, but I will shy away from the specifics...'cause I don't want you to know where I am'cause then you'll see my heart in the saddest state it's ever been. This is no place to try and live my life. Stop right there. That's exactly where I lost it. See that line. Well I never should have crossed it. Stop right there. Well I never should have said that it's the very moment that I wish that I could take back. I'm sorry for the person I became. I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change. I'm ready to try and never become that way again'cause who I am hates who I've been. Who I am hates who I've been. I talk to absolutely no one. Couldn't keep to myself enough. And the things bottled inside have finally begun to create so much pressure that I’ll soon blow up. I heard the reverberating footstepssinking up to the beating of my heart,and I was positive that unless I got myself together, I would watch me fall apart. And I can’t let that happen again‘cause then you’ll see my heartin the saddest state it’s ever been. This is no place to try and live my life. Who I am hates who I've beenand who I am won’t take the second chance you gave me. Who I am hates who I’ve been‘cause who I’ve been only ever made me...So sorry for the person I became.So sorry that it took so long for me to change.I’m ready to try and never become that way again‘cause who I am hates who I’ve been... *
;;; i'm still waiting for my time to come.
6:20 PM
Tig Tag
speak. without hesitation.
