what's left of mi?

2007-03-19T18:56:00.000+08:00

Your Guardian Angel
When I see your smile Tears run down my face I can't replace And now that I'm stronger I've figured out How this world turns cold and breaks through my soul And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one I will never let you fall I'll stand up with you forever I'll be there for you through it all Even if saving you sends me to heaven It's ok. It's ok. It's ok. Seasons are changing And waves are crashing And stars are falling all for us Days grow longer and nights grow shorter I can show you I'll be the one I will never let you fall I'll stand up with you forever I'll be there for you through it all Even if saving you sends me to heaven Cuz you're my, you're my, my true love, my whole heart Please don't throw that away Cuz I'm here for you Please don't walk away, Please tell me you'll stay, stay Use me as you will Pull my strings just for a thrill And I know I'll be ok Though my skies are turning gray I will never let you fall I'll stand up with you forever I'll be there for you through it all Even if saving you sends me to heaven..

2007-02-17T20:36:00.001+08:00

whoa..finalli updating my bloggie again^^ okies, wishing evrione a Happy Chinese New Year!! =D hope all to receive more red packets..so happy to hav dis dae arrive.. xD loving eu olways, thru e many weeks & months..my heart still follows eu daily & all e tym..eu noe who I’m referring to ba..hahaz..i’ll nvr gif up on eu..believe mi..mwarcks <3

2007-01-25T18:20:00.000+08:00

I watched the proverbial sunrisecoming up over the Pacific andyou might think I'm losing my mind, but I will shy away from the specifics...'cause I don't want you to know where I am'cause then you'll see my heart in the saddest state it's ever been. This is no place to try and live my life. Stop right there. That's exactly where I lost it. See that line. Well I never should have crossed it. Stop right there. Well I never should have said that it's the very moment that I wish that I could take back. I'm sorry for the person I became. I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change. I'm ready to try and never become that way again'cause who I am hates who I've been. Who I am hates who I've been. I talk to absolutely no one. Couldn't keep to myself enough. And the things bottled inside have finally begun to create so much pressure that I’ll soon blow up. I heard the reverberating footstepssinking up to the beating of my heart,and I was positive that unless I got myself together, I would watch me fall apart. And I can’t let that happen again‘cause then you’ll see my heartin the saddest state it’s ever been. This is no place to try and live my life. Who I am hates who I've beenand who I am won’t take the second chance you gave me. Who I am hates who I’ve been‘cause who I’ve been only ever made me...So sorry for the person I became.So sorry that it took so long for me to change.I’m ready to try and never become that way again‘cause who I am hates who I’ve been... *

2007-01-11T16:38:00.000+08:00

it's 10th n hidde on a wednesdae feelin lyk we're gold n we're nthn short of invincible.. it starts again.. can eu feel it? it takes ur breath away.. stop saein tt we're invincible.. it's round n round.. ur uninvitin, unrewardin n im misiformin u, we all wan to b sumebodi rite nw we're jus lookin for e exit.. dis is e way i wld hav done things.. up against e wall, u've gt mi up against ur wall..it's eu n mi on a thursdae e lies tt we told,dis is where we both go numb nw.. eu broke my heart again dis tym, ur fadin nw.. eu crossed e line.. mi, saddened & hurt.. nvm, who care's aniwayz.. >.<

2007-01-10T17:12:00.000+08:00

i nvr dreamt it'd b dis way..ive lost ani chance for mi to sae..to sae tt i miss eu, sae tt i love eu..will sumeone pls tell mi im okay..i wasnt prepared for wad's to cum..a life made of memories gone so young..n nw im regrettin all ive done..but in ur heart noe tt im wif ue all along..wherever eu go, i will b waitin..whenever eu call, i will b dere..whatever it takes, i'll make ur darkest daes so bright..im in ur heart tonite..i nvr tot tt dis cld go..n take mi away from all i noe n leave mi to tink im on my own..but ur love will take mi, eu were e one......who sat thru nites..eu held mi tight..n made sure im okay..n i thank eu for e love eu gave to mi..wherever eu go, i will b waitin..whenever eu call, i will b dere..whatever it takes, i'll make ur darkest daes so bright..im in ur heart tonite...tonite...wherever eu go, i will b waitin..whenever eu call, i will b dere..whatever it takes, i'll make ur darkest daes so bright..wherever eu go, i will b waitin..whenever eu call, i will b dere..whatever it takes, i'll make ur darkest daes so bright...n if i shld fall, i noe ur waitin..n if i shld call, i noe ur dere..if eva eu cry jus noe im in ur heart tonite...im in ur heart tonite.. =D

2006-12-07T14:54:00.000+08:00

finalli my post..jus felt lyk posting..haiiz..a dream or nt..i dunno..i woke up in a dream 2dae,to e cold of static n put my cold feet on e floor..forgot abt yesterdae,remembering im pretending to b where im nt animore..a little taste of hypocrisy, n im left in e wake of e mistake slow to react..even tho ur so close to mi,ur stil so distant..n i cant bring u back..its true e way i feel..was promised by ur face..e sound of ur voice..painted on my memories..even if ur nt with mi..im wif u keeping evritn inside wif u nw i c, even wen i close my eyes..we fal to e floor e rest of e dae stands stil..fine line between dis n tt..wen i close my eyes..wif u..no, matter hw far we've cum i cant wait to c tml wif u..

2006-11-24T22:11:00.000+08:00

haiiz..i oso dunno wad to sae..jus bad news..bad bad..nvm..no mood to type abt it oso..*sobs..bye..no mood to even smile.. =( sad..

2006-11-15T07:51:00.000+08:00

Oh, is it tym to let it go? The world's gt a funni way of turnin 'round on u..wen a > fren < tries to stab u right in e face.. losin faith in everithn.. i tot i hoped i knew.. don't sweat sweat it, {it was} set on false pretense..betrayed but nt gonna be willing to change.. n it doesn't seem likeli to fade..it's sacrifice.. STOP pretending to deny..al along u noe u tot u gt e best of mi {But} u were wrong n im nw.. .. nvm.. i cant seem to understand it hw u turned out to b so cold.. u tried but things jus didnt go as intended.. r u happi wif ur role..? it's funni to mi hw u've turned into such a joke.. u'll hurt it again.. cos' u noe it.. it's funni if u realli gt to noe mi wel.. chill? yea, jus try..

2006-10-27T21:15:00.000+08:00

im finalli postin again..nw tt 2e5 is cumin to an end..i finalli realize hw tym can realli past so quickli..2yrs~! wow..so long but yet so fast..bet most of us dun wan dis to cum to it but still things mus carry on..for e things tt our class went thru in competition wif other classes..lyk as in games..e fun we enjoyed..e punishment we went thru together given by teachers..e competitive challenge in test among e class..e hardship we experience in disagreements / fights..hav benefitted all of us..all of dis are deepli remembered n will olways remain unforgetable to mi..e class bond we shared..e heart feelings we felt for each other wen tyms we were down..we are still titled as 2e5' 2006..a history made, nvr to b changed..let's not forget one another n e things we had done or sacrificed..we went thru all e way e start of sec1 orienteering camp all e wy to end-of-year..our outings our play..e class i'll nvr forget even wen i seperate from most..we left such memories behind..

2006-10-16T07:40:00.000+08:00

Hey girl you know you drive me crazy.. one look puts the rhythm in my hand.. Still I'll never understand why you hang around.. I see what's going down. Cover up with make up in the mirror.. tell yourself it's never gonna happen again.. you cry alone and then he swears he loves you. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Do you feel like a man when you push her around? Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground? Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end as your lies crumble down, a new life she has found.. A pebble in the water makes a ripple effect.. every action in this world will bear a consequence.. If you wade around forever you will surely drown.. I see what's going down.. I see the way you go and say your right again, say your right again.. heed my lecture..
Do you feel like a man when you push her around? Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground? Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end as your lies crumble down a new life she has.. Face down in the dirt she says, this doesn't hurt she says I finally had enough~!!. (repeat) <[ nvr gonna let go of e one i lyk, want, luv & nid.. =) ]>

2006-10-05T21:13:00.000+08:00

Diary of my own.. hello bloggie, a day finally over.. today was maths paper 1 with English comprehension and summary..hope I can score for both of them..can say I did put in a lot of effort in my maths but if I still don’t score as what I expected, I guess that’s then the actual result I should get when I don’t work hard since the very beginning of secondary 2..aniwayz, it’s over le..so y bother? Kkies..tym for own reflection..2dae, I went hm straight aft sch..hw guai of mi to do tt.. Oo..i mus b vy motivated to studies for exams n mus hav went hm to do more revision..oh yea rite..did i? nah..as usual..it’s so siianz again to b hm..noo~! e other part of dis post is cut le..oops~! haiZ..nvm..i dun wanna type liao la.. mayb nxt tym den type ba.. kkies..byee~! =D

2006-10-01T19:37:00.000+08:00

doesnt modern rock realli does rock? agree? hello blog again..it has been vy long since i updated..exams r here..so wad? face dem n here's e onli chance for us to b selfish..take al ur marks n leave none behind..haiz..competition..evri1 al chiong to get into e5/e4..relax..jus leave 2 spaces in e4 for mi n.. =P wee.. jus 2 spaces for 2 of us n we wont compete lolz..blehx..who wil b tt kind to even let tt space for us? nvm..guess evri1 realli goto strive for their goals n seat in their dream class nxt yr..bring it on guys..trash mi lyk u can..yea ritez..jagan, i'll lyk to use ur phrase here.. "Dream On~! " cant beat? "Go Home Lah~! " =D Hahaz.. no offence evri1.. jus for bloggie.. XD evri action hasa its consequences.. haiZ.. Studies..

2006-09-22T23:12:00.000+08:00

hmm..long tym nvr post bloggie liao..since dunno hw long liao..haha..haiz..im so slack in my studies liao..hw i dun care liao la..2 pay attention in class sumtyms onli ba..but wen cums 2 play, wee i'll enjoy myselx~! =D lyk 2dae,i did enjoy myselx durin pe playin soccer agaist 2n1 lolz..aniwayz..dey won.. 1-0 ..i wasnt vy active at tt tym, dunno y..onli jus keep passin e ball around n kickin it away from dem? haha..tagged wif arjun at e endin..he tripped on e 2n1's player n slide lolz..but managed 2 pass e ball 2 mi b4 he fel so i den pass e bal al e way forward lorx..dunno y, wen play e tym..tym realli flies vy fast..soon e game ended n vocab test was a horror..i actualli forgotten a number which i memorized~! haiz..let mi tok abt mths lesson..again i was slackin..nt doin work..aft sch..rushed 4 vocab test so i cld end earli 2 join nick n sheam..in e end..thnx nick..u made mi rush thru e test wif no aim..u al went hm le..i jus stupidli went 2 "search" 4 u guys while on my way hm.. aniwayz.. weekends r cumin n i jus quite dislyk dem..guess tts al 4 2dae ba..nitez blog.. =)

2006-09-08T07:49:00.000+08:00

Yeah~! 2dae's class outin' shldn't we b happi or sad? hmm.. happi wld suit best la.. even tho our class is goin 2 b seperated.. we stil mus enjoy lyk we usualli do as members of 2e5s rite~? so.. let's play our hearts out n enjoy wad we can 2dae at Sentosa~ of course.. SAFETY stil COMES FIRST~! evri1 take care.. play at e saem tym watch out 4 dafeti guys.. dun wanna things turn out e other way round rite? oke.. gotto get things prepared le.. HAVE FUN! =) wish 2e5's outin a SUCCESS~! ^~^

2006-09-04T08:08:00.000+08:00

greetings~ long tym nvr update le.. nw im gona do al of dem at 1 go.. =P hmm.. let's start off on tues..i came bak 2 sch despite stil havin my sore eyes n MC stil goin on.. 4 mi, i tot i was okay.. dont even felt sick at al so i decided 2 cum.. hope i didnt spread ani of e viruses 2 ani1 who gt 2 interact mi.. er.. tt dae, was suppose 2 hav ACES but den it rained..YEAH~ whoeva did pray 4 e rain.. thanku so much.. haha aniwayz.. in class started off quite wel wen e class gt 2 coperate n sit on e floor 4 "gatherin" lolz. were those sentences we said 2 e teachers realli wad we meant or were dey jus 2 touch deir hearts 4 awhile? hmm.. i dunno abt u al but mine is sure rather little.. i stil got mani other more comments but im gona keep dem 2 myselx..mayb wen tyms flies, dey'll gradualli change.. =) gd luck teachers! e followin dae was teachers' dae! NCC ar./. gotto go around holdin onto cans n collect donations from ppl 4 e yellow ribbon fund.. gatehr point was at CCK mrt n we were sepeerated 2 different grps 2 gombak n bukit batok.. i went bukit batok wif sum lyk dzul, adrain n others.. started off by walkin bak 2 sch?! haha den lata walk 2 west mall.. on e way collected onli 50cents/.. =.= lolz.. den wonder ourselves outside e mall collectin more.. wee.. can finalli here ding dong dong of coins droppin into e can lolz.. haha, 1 of dem whom i noe of did donate was angiie.. thnx 4 donatin 2 e yellow ribbon fund.. >.<>.< oops!~ lucki kena e tym nt so much la.. got it cleaned, returned e cans n went hm.. nxt dae..i went 4 tuition.. i went 4 a make up lesson so it was on a Sat since i did nt attend my actual lesson which on Tues cuz i was down wif sore eyes.. oh Lol..my class was same as rachelle.. -.= gd thing i no nid 2 face wif totalli diff ppl in those classes.. i oso tt dae so kwai.. 2nd tym i do work n pay a little more attention in class.. n y? cuz im in e mood.. haha =D er.. i guess tt's abt al bah.. mayb gona post again? mayb onli.. jus w8 n c bah.. byee den.. off 2 get entertained le.. =) tag pls.. ^~^

2006-08-30T18:37:00.000+08:00

2dae i woke up..went 2 wash my face den but wen i looked into e mirror, i saw a pale lookin boy with red eyes starrin at mi..his lips were almost white n wif his eyebrowns frowned astho in pain..haiZ..no nid 2 elaborate more le..dis is too torturous.. i realli miss sch.. -.= * sobs*

2006-08-29T11:24:00.000+08:00

im nw at hm..i didnt go 2 sch 2dae..y? bcus i had terrible sore eyes..haiZ..both eyes got it..nw im so bored at hm..no1 else 2 tok 2 n play wif..rather than my younger bro? he aft awhile oso gotto go sch le.. left mi..y so suay? dun lyk stayin at hm.. =( feel lyk runnin abt but my permission aint granted..my eyes realli hurt n r bloody red! oh my..e worse sore i've ever got..stay at hm onli listen 2 music, lolz.. stil can play games.. hav e mood but realli cant take it facin e comp 4 long periods.. evri1 else..pls dun b lyk mi.. wen ur eyes r lyk tt.. ur sure 2 suffer alot too.. eyedrops.. rest.. worse of all.. PAIN!!~ sobs.. wanna cry but lata gonna hurt more.. dis is too irritatin.. wad hav gotten into mi? of al the gin joints.. drown ur emotions.. =P

2006-08-13T12:19:00.000+08:00

EVERI1 IS A WINNER..

YEAH!!! ystd.. i won e X-countri 'C' boys =) haha.. my hard work has paid off.. =P ty evri1 who supported mi.. wen i pass u al.. u al gav ur support n i of course hav 2 put in more effort n win tt race.. i did it! =D altho our team event didnt obtain e 1st.. yet stil im quite satisfied.. evri1 did deir best n no 1 is 2 b blamed.. hmm.. wel done al who completed e race.. it was quite a dae dere n evri1 ENJOYED? Yeah! haha/. hmm.. kkies nthn 2 sae le.. jus THNX! XD bye bye.. ^~^

2006-08-09T18:08:00.001+08:00

yeah!.. finalli can update liao.. =D haiz.. 4th month was 2 daes bak.. didn't manage 2 update den.. =( sobz.. nvm.. im oso vy happi tt we r able 2 progress? HAha.. yea.. =) wah.. 2dae i vy bored n siianz.. stay at hm whole dae.. nthn 2 do.. dun feel lyk playin oso.. -.- wad can i do other den play? soz.. nvm.. stil tinkin of ystd.. wee! i took np wif her again.. hahaz.. so fun lolz.. lata oso den joined others at plaza S'pura.. dere.. had our lunch again.. 0_0 went gai gai around dere.. walk until legs oso tired liao den wen abt tym i go 4 my tuition.. i left wif alvin n yao.. others stil can walk lolz.. pro.. wah.. alvin n i vy tired n wanted 2 sit but dere isnt ne seats left so.. we sat on e floor lolz.. oso quite fun.. we went al e way 2 e end of e train so gt lesser ppl cumin in by tt way.. =P hmm.. nt much 2 write.. kkies aniwayz.. i havnt forgotten.. HaPpY bDaE S'PORE! cum.. ciindi lolz.. 2dae oso her 14th bdae.. haiz.. srry 4 nt bein able 2 cum 4 ur celebration.. =( gotto look aft my 2 younger bros lolz.. 4 al those who went 4 it.. EnJoYx ur dae dere!.. =D hav fun/.. hmm.. abit late 2 b postin dis.. haiz.. nvm.. bye bye.. ^~^

2006-07-29T20:34:00.000+08:00

wee.. finalli bak fro NCC camp.. 2dae 1 nitez nia.. whoa.. tiring lolz.. trainin tough lolz.. kena pumpin oso alot.. piss off NCOs n CSM oso hav.. al fault oso cum fro Part B~ =P haha.. my part rox lor~ play e tym.. play lyk siao.. serious e tym.. vy serious lol.. part B members.. ty 4 cooperatin in drills =D 1st dae.. start off by goin 2 comp lab n do total defence thingi.. 4 a silver badge ;P so easi lolz.. aft tt.. drill test n uniform check! muahaha.. another easi test.. =P evri1 oso pass.. den aft tt.. we had treasure hunt~ haha.. siao.. run around e sch in groups.. nthn 2 sae abt my grp.. -.- we slack oso lolz.. aft tt is skit lolz.. part B vs part A skit.. c which part e skit beta n more cooperative.. our part.. started off wif havin slack drills den I.C vy angry wif us.. den those more obvious clackers kena pump.. e rest jus watch den oso folo go down 2 pumpin position w8in 2 oso get pumped wif e slackers.. aft pump.. our part did a fantastic drill.. whoa.. we banged as 1 whole part until we impressed e NCOs.. part A n even Mr Hong~ hahaha.. our sir.. -.- of course.. we won e skit show.. haiz.. part A ar.. erm.. dotz.. messy.. dunno wad dey doin oso.. i tink is cheer.. aniwayz.. stil nt bad bah.. den lata.. BBQ!!! yeah! we volunteer alot of things.. preparation.. lp out in mani other things.. so long our part super enthu lolz.. yea.. tts e way part B.. keep it tt way.. =) haha.. part Bs in charge of other den barbecuein.. oso keepin e fire burnin.. funi thing is.. i fan e fire 4 it 2 keep on buring until so siianz n tired liao so.. muahaha.. i took 1 paper pl8, apply butter 2 it.. n throw it 2 e fire pit lolz.. haha.. aft awhile.. e whole pit lyk on fire.. daryl den join in n we r lyk instead of BBQin.. playin wif fire?! LoLx.. den part A went 2 bathe aft tt.. so.. part B gotto w8.. NCOs ask us sing songs bug we stil quite enthu so.. we did drills ! haha.. so fun oso.. part C play around.. den lata.. bathe liao.. rest awhile.. at abt 2am.. haiz.. dunno y.. i wake up at 3am?! wah.. cannot slp liao.. den.. sum others n mi.. play footbal at tt tym.. play poker.. fool around oso lolz.. nxt dae.. strict liao.. we went 2 west coast.. run.. play..drink.. as in water parade.. -.- cum bak e tym.. dunno y NCOs so angry wif us.. evri 1 go hm liao except our part n NCOs.. wth.. make us drink water den lata torture us?! sae we disrespect dem.. it was 12pm.. sun is vyvy hot.. so is e basketball court!~ CSM amos.. -.- dunno y he scold us wif vulgarities n punish us lyk as tho we committed e biggest mistake of our life.. we gt 20 knuckle push-ups on tt vyvy warm hard ground.. suffered.. den lata straight away make us run round e feild.. 2 rounds... den go do 15 push-ups again.. WTH!!.. onli 1 thin tt realli pissed mi off.. mi.. i w8ed 4 1 of my mate while he gts rdi at e push up position 1st den i ask permission.. DAng... CSM.. den scolded dis.. " Oi~! where is my fucking tymer!! " darn him.. who he thinks he is.. bigshot?! even A-CSM oso quite pissed wif his attitude.. haiz.. i dun wanna continue le.. hands hurt soz.. bye.. if i continue.. dunno wen it'll end.. -.- e dae's over.. n dis is wad i gt..

2006-07-27T16:33:00.000+08:00

haiz.. dunno hw hav i been these few daes.. lyk so dead.. nvm.. i'll wake up! =) hmm.. got a way of knowing exactly where I'm going, but I feel so alive.. everything is changing, life is rearranging.. a payphone calling, it's so hard to forget, can you forgive me? know I'll never be what you expect, I'm not sorry.. for every moment that I'm making a mistake, I bend, but I won't break.. 'cos I feel so far, I'm halfway there, just over the edge and I won't be scared.. how would it be if you could finally accept that this is me?.. gonna make it real..real.. ~ =D

2006-07-27T16:20:00.000+08:00

wad happen 2 de clas liao.. nw lesser n lesser ppl on9 at msn.. lesser n lesser ppl interact around.. lesser n lesser ppl bcum much of enthu type.. haiz.. BUT!~!~!~ MORE n MORE ppl bcum AS?!?! WTH! wad's deir prob eh? soz.. attention cums by ppl's natural way of focus nt by seekin deir attention 2 own self.. tts a little.. SHOW OFF?!~ haiz.. show off er.. can lar.. comin 2 seekin de clas's attention by cre8in big "occasion" happenin at tt part of de clas? tts totalli redundant.. c'mon.. y has our clas 2e5 bcum soo tt of dis way? no more much of clas gatherin isit? haiz.. nvm.. al de best 4 al in de comin up tests den.. end of dis topic liao.. =P kkies.. i'll gif another new post den.. =)

2006-07-23T20:55:00.000+08:00

hmm.. jus ended my swimming lesson n oso jus had my dinner.. haiz.. quite long nvr return 2 updatin my blog le.. lolz.. i oso quite lazi lor.. nvm.. wah.. training 2dae oso quite tough.. whole self feel soo warm even stil swimmin in de cool water.. ystd oso ran at macritchie wif my father n my elder bro.. haha.. went 4 de 5km distance 1 n came bak earlier den dem.. haiz.. took quite awhile 4 mi 2 realli start runnin cuz i havnt warm up much .. aniwayz.. aft tt run.. i went 2 join de others at gombak bb court 4 a play! hahaz.. fun.. =) although stil had my previous injuri cuzed by de sae b4 durin NCC.. talkin abt NCC, haha.. was realli fun den too.. i came late 4 de trainin n hence, onli had quite a short tym left 4 mi b4 i complete trainin drills to GAMES! haha/../ part B (sec 2) vs part A (sec 1) in a game of bb lolz.. most of de ppl dunno de rulez of it so... NO RULEZ!! LOLz.. de game den changed into rugby?!!? runnin abt wif de ball.. den wen de ball fel 2 de ground.. ppl start kickin it as soccer?!?! den later.. continue passin lyk captains' ball? no runnin lolz.. =P quite rough too lor.. part B kena much of pumpin from senior too.. so? we made it a fun 1 n we enjoyed it lolz.. =P tts 4 de dae between fri n sat.. hmm.. hw abt sun? meanin 2dae? let mi c.. nvm nxt tym den.. bye! =D

2006-07-17T20:53:00.000+08:00

hm.. hw shld i begin.. oh.. yea.. i passed my life savin Bronze Medallion course ystd!!! =) hey.. it was tough tho.. did sum sacrifices 2 earn tt pass lolz.. tym.. $$.. effort.. etc.. hard work lolz.. haiz.. aft receivin e news tt i passed.. of course.. spirits went high.. BUT!!.. wth// no1 conratulated mi.. =( sad.. nt even my bro nor my parents.. nvm/./ on tt specificalli date.. hmm... nvm.. soon, dis feelin drifted n faded away!.. hahz.. thnx 2 sum1 who actualli did congratz mi.. =D YEAH! ty vy much.. i noe tt u wil olways b dere.. 2 lift my spirits bak!~ =P nvm.. altho u cant read dis msg nw.. or sooner.. i jus hope tt u may read dis in future.. ^~^ Thanks! hm.. let mi c.. wad else 2 sae.. oH.. 2dae.. andre's table cracked bcus of wanhao.. steppin on it? hahaz.. lots of pressure exerted on it lolz.. tts y it broke.. ;P haiz.. deproved in my sci test too.. nvm.. gotto learn hw 2 buck up e nxt test n b more attentive?> LOLx.. tts al 4 2dae.. Bye!~ tHaNk YoU! =)

2006-07-12T17:47:00.000+08:00

I found the cure to growing olderAnd you're the only place that feels like homeJust so you know, you'll never knowAnd some secrets weren't meant to be toldBut I found the cure to growing olderI'm the first kid to write of hearts, lies, and friendsAnd I am sorry my conscience called in sick againAnd I've got arrogance down to a scienceOh, and I'm the first kid to write of hearts, lies, and friends--------------------------------------------------------------------------------Tonight it's "it can't get much worse" Vs. "no one should ever feel like.."I'm two quarters and a heart downAnd I don't want to forget how your voice soundsThese words are all I have so I'll write themSo you need them just to get by[Whispered:] We're going into D-MinorDance, DanceWe're falling apart to half timeDance, DanceAnd these are the lives you'd love to leadDance, this is the way they'd loveIf they knew how misery loved meYou always fold just before you're found outDrink up its last callLast resortBut only the first mistake and I...I'm two quarters and a heart downAnd I don't want to forget how your voice soundsThese words are all I have so I'll write themSo you need them just to get byWhy don't you show me the little bit of spineYou've been saving for his mattress, loveDance, DanceWe're falling apart to half timeDance, DanceAnd these are the lives you'd love to leadDance, this is the way they'd loveIf they knew how misery loved meWhy don't you show me the little bit of spineYou've been saving for his mattress (mattress, mattress)I only want sympathy in the form of you crawling into bed with meDance, DanceWe're falling apart to half timeDance, DanceAnd these are the lives you'd love to leadDance this is the way they'd love (way they'd love)Dance this is the way they'd love (way they'd love)Dance this is the way they'd loveIf they knew how misery loved me........ ~!~!~!~!~ _+_+_.......... HAHAHAAHAHAaaa.. -.- lolx.. =P

im sooo happi =)

2006-07-07T19:33:00.000+08:00

Yeah! 2dae is de 3rd month liao.. managed 2 pass al my presents 2 her.. =) n even go out! =D hahaz.. kk.. caught a movie recycle.. it was scari but overal? nice! =P lolz.. i oso received a gift from her too!.. XD i wasnt de onli happi.. she was too! haha.. ^~^ hmm.. 2dae's de eve of her bdae but i stil wanna wish her.. HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY ANGIIE! =)

Change Ur Mind?

2006-07-04T17:29:00.000+08:00

haiz.. srry.. long tym nvr update lolz.. either no tym or dun feel lyk typin.. -.- hmm.. so mani ppl bdae on July.. soz.. April oso Lol.. 2dae.. mr Goh gona retire soon.. honor? yeah! but.. shld de clas b happi 4 him tt he's leavin? or sad 4 it? nvm.. dun tok abt it animore.. hmm.. went 2 buy present aft sch.. den nw at hm.. aft awhile.. gotto go tuition summore.. haiya.. so siianz.. =P

wad happen?

2006-06-28T18:09:00.000+08:00

haiz.. im bloggin again.. wad happen 2dae ar? lolz.. i sort of forgotten wad happened.. =P hmm.. let mi tink.. soz.. ms ang cal mi mani tyms 2 answer qns, called by ms tan oso.. hmm... oso praised by mr goh 4 jus volunteerin 2 white de board lolz.. haha.. i was dere so siianz.. tts y i jus went up 2 clean it... =D 2dae clas photo takin.. haiz.. i dun tink i did smile quite naturalli lolz.. or even giv a smile? jus a look... hmm... lets c hw de pic wil turn out 2 b.. haha.. im no longer shorter den sheam lolz.. he was lyk erm.. dotz//..kk dun sae bah.. sae oso i feel bad.. >_< aniwayz.. it was fun.. i guess our clas took more den xtra shots lol.. bcus of 2 form n maths teachers.. =) haiz.. nthn 2 sae le.. log off! =D from blogging.. =P 4 2dae..

do i look lyk i freakin care?

2006-06-26T18:43:00.000+08:00

kkz.. 2dae erm, quite fun.. change classrm, hav no fan n lights half way.. hav newcomer sittin behind mi.. haiz.. bcome in a torture zone.. =( nvm.. dun tok abt tt le.. thank you 4 those we paid for de price of the wallet for tt belated bdae present.. i shld sae i appreciate it.. kk? =) to show tt, i'll b changin into it den.. soz.. puttin aside my previous wallet given by my father.. hmm.. tyms hav changed.. n so i am? i dun tink so.. or mayb i had.. -.- duno larhx.. lolz.. 2dae durin rehearsal tym.. abt wen around in de middle of it.. dunno y, evri thin wasnt goin so smoothli.. stage was empti 4 quite awhile den.. haha.. daryl went into de middle of de stage den wen de curtains once closed n fooled around? .. =D Lolx.. i den draw de curtains of de stage open wen he was at de middle.. =P haha.. he ran bak so fast.. lyk so embarrased lolz.. den came chasin aft mi..-.- around de small back stage.. rehearsal ended abt 5pm n den daryl n i went opposit sch 2.. lolz.. dunno wad we do dere..? =D haha./. chat.. n wait... haiz.. things turn out supposed 2 b n nvm.. interference wil olways cum wen least expected.. =( .. i dun wan 2 elaborate more abt it.. jus feel tt it's rather.. erm.. unsmooth? ... or obstructions ahead.. kkz... bye le.. =)

boring ? or nt?

2006-06-22T17:55:00.000+08:00

haiz.. 2dae i dun hav much 2 sae.. stayed at hm 4 de whole dae lolz.. woke up at 7am ++ n stated usin comp from 8am until nw.. mayb 15 min from nw den stop.. sit infront of comp for so long.. played maple.. im alrdi lvl 69 with more den 65%.. jazz mus b vy happpi nw.. finalli gt sum1 gona join u in 3rd job in our clas.. haiz.. jus dunno y.. im nt happi abt it? jus feels de same.. play or dun play.. nvm.. i took quite alot of screenshots in maple 2dae too.. =P took mi sum tym 2 figure hw 2 edit it niceli..n even hav sum "pose" l0lz.. =D kkz.. aniwayz.. here's my pics tt r nice? erm.. 2 mi.. soz.. onli 3... =P

a dae of 21st june..

2006-06-21T15:15:00.000+08:00

sry.. vy long nvr update le.. nthn to sae.. sch gona re-open.. h.a. slowli being cleared dae by dae.. oh yeah.. abt de dae wen 15 ppl turned up at jurong.. it al started from 9.. den went up to 13 den 15 ?!?! lolx.. last minute cal 4 more ppl to cum.. den, durin our fun tym.. slowli, de group scatters n number decreases to 7 who went IMM gai-gai aftr playin at arcade n lan lolz.. arcade, of course evri1 noes wad we'll b playin.. but arcade? started wif jagan, wantin 2 play GB?? haha.. at dis tym stil wanna play comp games.. den we went searchin 4 a lan at jurong.. den lata, found out a lan beside ice-palace.. =P started off wif vy little ppl dere.. den gradualli, nick, eric, joel n andre join in.. we tried maple n gb.. both cant play.. so den, 1st 15min wasted on loadin.. but in de end, stil failed.. al of us den played CS!! lolz.. jagan, two unknown players from de lan n mi, r a team..
eric, joel, andre n nick.. a team.. hahaz.. overal, my team winning percentage more lolz.. thnx to de 2 unknown players in de lan.. dey were actualli BF nGF lolz.. play until so pro.. haiz.. mi, olways solo.. den olways make other team lose 1 life.. n myself oso sacrifice aftr i kil 1.. Eric!! olways so humji.. cum wif gang 1.. i solo 4 of dem!??! die of course.. but de unknown pro.. kill al of dem, wif dem together?!?! pro lyk siao lolz... kk.. alvin wants mi to stop here 4 nw... haiz.. type half-way ask mi do maple quest.. cya.. =D

im jus 14 yrs n 1 dae old nw.. 2dae..

2006-06-17T20:17:00.000+08:00

2dae was rather no diff.. meaning..haiz.. jus lyk other ani ordinari dae.. hmm.. i was quite bored in de morning but den found a way out 2 eacape boredness.. =P played water wif my elder bro!??! hahaz.. was vy fun.. didnt played tt for long since young le.. during childhood daes lol.. nurseri?.. den lata, prob came.. of course.. mess!! haha.. cleaning up n clearin of splashes around de hse.. it was an indoor game lolz.. in de end.. both of us were wet.. LOLz.. fun tym wldnt last long.. den haiz.. hse chores had 2 cum in again.. handlin of laundri, cleanin of utensils n etc.. which i dun use 2 do al de tym.. tts al i can sae fer 2dae.. NiteZ.. =)